i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
its performative
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
as in
not their contents
really i want the internet
all that is to say
i really havent
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
no i haven't really read anything
much more tactility
brb i will read and reply sincerely
no longer writing in the third person
division of reality is straying away from it
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.