Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Today I felt like starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

i want to do that too

feel you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

propensity within someone

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

idk

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

barren land

what do you think my name is

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

was it worth it

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

as in

"Put a blanket."

bro i read nothing in my life

we need to be deconstructing our identities