I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

or never left

isaac newton

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so at the end

so the method has to be autonomous

no i haven't really read anything

IWGD

what do you mean

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good

Better Lift

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

all that is to say

much more tactility

hiding from the rain

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

ahnaf abrar

fw

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i want to do that too

lol