autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

not their contents

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

you cannot feed someone truth

i was tempted to lie about my name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

feel you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so at the end

whats your name?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i dont understand magnetisation

much more tactility

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

plato

magnetisation/form

no longer writing in the third person

propensity within someone

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

currently

so an active mazelike process

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49