in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


like magnets

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i love it here

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

god being the centre magnet

its good

magnetisation/form

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

whats your name?

its performative

its good

division of reality is straying away from it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

its good short few pages

isaac

hiding from the rain

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


magnetises a pin

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl