with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

like magnets

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Rain, starting

lol

sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you mean

autonomy of learning

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

I am below everything.

you cannot feed someone truth