Lift Analysis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

feel you

not their contents

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i dont understand magnetisation

ahnaf abrar

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

plato

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

much more tactility

Picture

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.