in a post. I want to be remembered

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

but really the thing should be autonomous

hiding from the rain

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Picture

really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"Put a blanket."

but i respect your search

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone truth

not their contents

i really havent

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

December 2025