it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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wait what is that

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Lift Analysis

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

was it worth it

i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

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"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

2 (actually index). two is company

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thank you, Jack