Slug

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yes

autonomy of learning

and the fake qualifier


i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

all that is to say

Better Lift

feel you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

isaac newton

no longer writing in the third person

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

we can only engage in such a way

barren land

lol


confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.