barren land
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
wait what is that
and the fake qualifier
i really havent
Better Lift
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
December 2025
Lift Analysis