The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no i haven't really read anything


is everyoneback on tumblr now

barren land

or never left

what do you mean

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

yeah

December 2025

i really havent

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

magnetises a pin

i really havent

...

wait what is that

fw

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

bro i read nothing in my life

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

is this you as well

the site i am dreaming

plato

isaac

I Write Goodbye Letter

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

It Will Get Lighter