Better Lift

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

December 2025

whats your name?

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
in a post. I want to be remembered

its good

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i was tempted to lie about my name

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.