Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Lift Analysis

no longer writing in the third person


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so an active mazelike process

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

which magnetises chains of pins

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

currently

its good

you cannot feed someone truth

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities