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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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so an active mazelike process

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like magnets

have you read

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

its good short few pages