that looks like my instagram account

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god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

was it worth it

i understand

magnetises a pin

isaac

what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

isaac newton

what do you mean

plato

and the fake qualifier

lol yea

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yeah

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.