i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
in a post. I want to be remembered
i dont understand magnetisation
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
ion
was it worth it
Today I felt like starting
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.