confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

13, H, grate

autonomy of learning

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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

we can only engage in such a way

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

much more tactility

its performative

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

have you read

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

thank you