something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


currently

it is hopeful

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Picture

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

hiding from the rain

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


bro i read nothing in my life

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


much more tactility

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.