abrar?

Rain, starting

it is hopeful

currently

IWGD

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no longer writing in the third person

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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It Will Get Lighter

like first name

i really havent

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

yeah

hello reader,

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

feel you