currently

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

Worse Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Slug

It Will Get Lighter

which magnetises chains of pins

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

propensity within someone

Lift Analysis

magnetisation/form


its good

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you know who you are. no more time, not like 1. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.