is this you as well

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Style


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Rain, starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

its good

magnetises a pin

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


i dont understand magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

much more tactility