its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

It Will Get Lighter


Thank you, Jack

we can only engage in such a way

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

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i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

December 2025

ahnaf abrar

I am below everything.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

is everyoneback on tumblr now

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

what do you mean

idk

so the method has to be autonomous

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol yea

yeah

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yes

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now