it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

plato

its good short few pages

ion

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i dont understand magnetisation

i have read not even 1 book

your feed looks like my tumblr

its good

i want to do that too

that looks like my instagram account

isaac

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

plato

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

whats your name?

what do you mean

but i respect your search

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"Put a blanket."

barren land

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever