way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thank you, Jack

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Lift Analysis


We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


but really the thing should be autonomous

this will be about a slug

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

it is hopeful

not so on: yvf(wthw)

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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i really havent