The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

autonomy of learning

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

but really the thing should be autonomous


division of reality is straying away from it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

yeah

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

isaac newton

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i have read not even 1 book

whats your name?

no i haven't really read anything

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

or never left

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


isaac

It Will Get Lighter

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Worse Lift

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