And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

barren land

and the fake qualifier

autonomy of learning

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

sorry i am texting like a slav

i dont understand magnetisation

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

magnetisation/form

its performative

Slug

all that is to say

December 2025


you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

the site i am dreaming

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

Lift Analysis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!