She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
you cannot feed someone truth
really i want the internet
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
so at the end
yes
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
ahnaf abrar
no like which do people call me
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i love it here
i really havent
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
its good short few pages
sorry i am texting like a slav
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Thank you, Jack
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
lol
i want to do that too
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
was it worth it
abrar?
plato