the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

i really havent

Today I felt like starting

December 2025

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

Slug

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

send link

in a post. I want to be remembered

13, H, grate

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful