okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


It Will Get Lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I am below everything.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT


currently



Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

1

hiding from the rain

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


IWGD



She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so the method has to be autonomous

you have a beautiful account btw

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift