Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Better Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I am below everything.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i see a website

13, H, grate

kind of mythopoesis

your feed looks like my tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so at the end

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Thank you, Jack

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

propensity within someone

all that is to say

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

"Put a blanket."

its performative

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone truth

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

no i haven't really read anything