there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

abrar?

that looks like my instagram account

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good

its good short few pages

is everyoneback on tumblr now

bro i read nothing in my life

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

December 2025


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

what do you mean

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

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fw

we can only engage in such a way

its performative

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


13, H, grate

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

in a post. I want to be remembered