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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.


the site i am dreaming

magnetisation/form

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

much more tactility

was it worth it

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

idk

as in

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

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lol

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i really havent

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Rain, starting

abrar?

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak