Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
much more tactility
not their contents
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
its performative
as in
no i haven't really read anything
thank you
god being the centre magnet
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
no longer writing in the third person
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
i understand
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
idk
lol yea
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
sorry i am texting like a slav
i want to do that too
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
...
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.