Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thank you, Jack

Style

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

bro i read nothing in my life

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like first name

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we can only engage in such a way