Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Rain, starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

lol

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

as in

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no i haven't really read anything

but i respect your search

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

isaac

I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

bro i read nothing in my life