feel you

what do you think my name is

abrar?

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

was it worth it

whats your name?

bro i read nothing in my life

ion

...

2 (actually index). two is company

i was tempted to lie about my name

hello reader,

plato

no like which do people call me

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

what do you mean

wait what is that

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

barren land

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

all that is to say

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.