it is hopeful

wait what is that

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.



i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

currently

I am below everything.


really i want the internet

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


its performative

sorry i am texting like a slav