think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Style

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

not their contents

so the method has to be autonomous

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Better Lift

so at the end

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

we can only engage in such a way

like magnets

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

thank you

like first name

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

we need to be deconstructing our identities

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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