It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life

this will be about a slug

Slug

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

fw

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

wait what is that

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

and the fake qualifier

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i want to do that too

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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