currently
hiding from the rain
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
it is hopeful
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
and the fake qualifier