think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Lift Analysis

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its good

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i dont understand magnetisation