Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
its good short few pages
is this you as well
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
plato
which magnetises chains of pins
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
no i haven't really read anything
have you read
its good
like magnets
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i really havent
what do you mean
i was tempted to lie about my name
like first name
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
ahnaf abrar
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
we can only engage in such a way
so at the end
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
and the fake qualifier
autonomy of learning
what do you think my name is
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
all that is to say
hello reader,