ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thank you, Jack

IWGD

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

isaac

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end