its performative


was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

hello reader,

But seriously, thank you, Jack

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

wait what is that

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

bro i read nothing in my life

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i want to do that too

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it is hopeful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet