its good

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

as in

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so an active mazelike process

i want to do that too

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we can only engage in such a way

yeah

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation/form

what do you think my name is

no i haven't really read anything

wait what is that

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

barren land

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like magnets

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i dont understand magnetisation

is this you as well

lol

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

...

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

December 2025

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