I am below everything.

but really the thing should be autonomous

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

IWGD

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

hiding from the rain

Picture

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models