and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Slug

13, H, grate

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

the site i am dreaming

in a post. I want to be remembered


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

lol

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that looks like my instagram account

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

isaac

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

you have a beautiful account btw