was it worth it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.I am below everything.
it is hopeful
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Lift Analysis
i really havent
i was tempted to lie about my name
what do you think my name is
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
we need to be deconstructing our identities
and the fake qualifier
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.