no longer writing in the third person

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

13, H, grate



"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

yes

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but really the thing should be autonomous

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

magnetises a pin

its good short few pages

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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autonomy of learning